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12:28 p.m. :: 2005-03-09
I am drawing this picture for Art that is supposed to have symbolism reflecting our everyday life. Mine looks sort of like a 3D maze/house and it's got various parts of it representing various parts of my life.
I'm in the library - and Edris is next to me. He's lookin' into college. Some people here are actually goin' somewhere with their lives. He'll likely go somewhere just because of his attitude - he gets along with everybody so well, he's always on top of what's going on. I used to have a crush on him. He seems to come in my writing fairly often. I see him around a lot.
I like this feeling, with the headphones on, the computer screen and the sight of everyone moving around me, but silently. I see their lips moving, but I hear nothing but the music. It's like watching a movie on mute while doing shit you actually care about.
Black Eye Peas got it goin' on... If them, Linkin Park, Eminem and Korn were to work together... Awww shit, that would be so frickin' awesome. I mean, not just preform together, but actually write together. That would be so awesome.
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Ever afraid to get older? Ever look back and think; "damn, I never guessed I'd come to here..." And then wonder - where will I be in the future that I couldn't even dream of right now? I don't want to change. I don't. I mean, I want to improve.. I want to be able to give off the impressions that I want to... But I don't want to be different like really different. You know what I mean. I know what I mean...
